Hello Friends,
Today I realized that I am on a count down. There are three hundred seventy three days until I turn 30. It's not that 30 is a horrible age, and something that I should dread (in which, I don't!). You see when I was a little girl I always looked forward to growing up and turning 30...40...50 and so on. I dreamt that I would have a wonderful family, a beautiful house, a great job and I would be fulfilled. In many respects I have all of the above. It's the fulfillment one that I seem to be struggling with, what is fulfillment? When you look up the word fulfillment in the dictionary, the definition given is; the state or quilty of being fulfilled; completion; realxation. There always seems to be so much emphasise put on this word. What is it about this word that has so many people talking about it? I want to be able to look back on life and feel this fulliment that others talk about and be able to say with confidence that I would not change a thing. As 30, my third "milestone" birthday (18 and 21 being first and second) quickly approaches I've realized that fulliment won't find me, I have to make a point to set out on a journey to find it. Wish me luck!
With X's & O's,
Jenni
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